Thursday, December 13, 2012

Lost in the darkening days of the year

My head is breaking.  So much seems to be going wrong.  The days are getting shorter.  I need more sun.  I'm  bothering total strangers with my musings, and I don't know why or how I'm doing that.  This is supposed to be more an exercise for myself to live up to a commitment to do a daily writing.

I know that lately I've been on a dark path.  I feel like crying, running away, or just never getting out of bed.  I was so valiantly trying to see the bright side.  I was trying to make the best of confusion.  It's not working.  Time to wallow I guess. And then it's time to just let go and let God.  His will, not mine.

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