When I notice that my life feels unmanageable because I don’t have a schedule, I wonder which came first the schedule and then I learned to love it - or I needed structure and so I invented my own schedule. In fact, in most of life, which came first the need or the means to satisfy the need.
There are all kinds of needs. I’m noticing that as I age, my needs are less about building things and more about discovering things. I feel a need to understand myself better. I feel a need to understand what builds communities. Am I following an age old schedule?